About me

Status: French lady who has lived in London for many years.

Age: Truly 31. I could pretend I was 25, as I get told I look about that age even by girls younger than me, which is always surprising. Doesn't bother me.

Star sign, Cancer; Chinese Sign: Horse (the big heavy one that works the earth) Ascending zodiac sign: I keep forgetting because it doesn't interest me that much. Aquarium or something.

Smoking: I don't smoke and I am bothered by people who smoke or smell of tobacco; I am very sensitive to smells. Someone said to me once: "All the smokers I have met smoke because they dislike themselves and subconsciously want to die quicker as they do not feel they belong here" or something along those lines. I thought about it, thought it was a bit extreme, and started watching smokers. It is certainly an interesting theory. If you are a smoker, watch yourself. Do you do it out of true love for yourself? Any feedback will be appreciated on that subject. Honest feedback, please!

Sexual orientation: Traditionally heterosexual, I have thought about bisexuality as I love the thought of women's sensuality and emotional connection. Though, I do not fancy the physical aspect of things. DOne too much of that in glamour modelling.

My loves: Human touch, getting to discover other people, understanding desire, the search for inner peace, finding spiritual truth and understanding, falling in love every 5 minutes... Learning about magic things. Compassion. Sensitivity. Ultimate arousal and sensuality. Meeting extraordinary people.

Favourite foods: Organic, fresh, green, vibrant foods, as well as organic meats and wild fish, wholefoods.
I could never be a vegetarian because I can't swallow undercooked("al dente") pasta nor aubergines with cheese(that Greek dish with lots of bechamel and tomato in it) nor deep fried Falafels! I knew a Vegan lady who ate falafel and chips every lunch time... I won't comment. She was obese. Can't be healthy.
Regarding pasta, if I am to eat it, it has to be mushy!!! Ask any chef...They just can't understand and think someone's insulting them! Silly Al Dente trend. Where's my Grandma's Nouilles pasta with garlic and sauce and rabbit legs that had stewed for about an hour? This is real food! Yum!

Favourite restaurants: Restaurants where you find plenty vegetables, Ie, NOT Mac Donalds or Pizza Hut nor pub food. Room service food is usually quite horrible so I am not keen on that neither. (yes, even in 4 stars hotel, it can be! I have seen it! I dislike eating in bedrooms anyway! It smells of bed, how can anyone eat in there? Bah.)

Drinks: A nice ROOM TEMPERATURE please, glass of flat mineral water. I am not keen on alcohol. A glass of red wine once every few months is about right for me. Friends that know me well tell me I get tipsy after having just sniffed the glass of wine anyway...

Luxuries:I do spend a lot on therapies as they do allow me to evolve and get to know my sensitive self better. Taking time and sitting on the grass somewhere, looking at a crawling ant is also a luxury that I don't often allow myself to have.

Luxuries that most people see as luxuries: : I am not into the whole upper class designer fashion thing. nor the handbags, nor the high heels, nor the pricy perfumes, logos or expensive whatever else.
I am into being me and usually, that turns enough eyes anyway. The true luxury is to be oneself, and no money can buy that, if you don't know who you are and if you think you are your identities... You are not your job, you are not a father, you are not a lover, you are not a son, you are not a Richard, if that happens to be your name. You are YOU.
Take away the identities and who is left behind this person that you thought you were?
Though, there is a luxury I wouldn't spit on, is to be treated to the Fat Duck restaurant, which is somewhere in Surrey and sample the utterly expensive food from this mad chef that many people dislike including my adventurous or posh friends, called Bluementhol or something like that. He may be expensive, but sounds exciting enough for me. I wonder if he does nettle soup.

Turn ons: Respectful and kind gentlemen and ladies who are true to themselves. Individuals who like conversations about history, health, the world, their view of spiritual aspects of life, their new computer,(as long as they explain why they are so excited about it) ...Anything that is a passion to them, I will melt in, even if it is not a subject that interests me at core. It is amazing to listen to people talk about what they find passionating in life.

Turn offs: people who wear deodorant or high street aftershave. Many expensive high street perfumes smell like cheap Linx deodorant to me (See my second page of life story for explanations) I also have a strong repulsion for artificially fragranced candles and room fresheners. It makes me unwell.


Other turn-offs: People who tell me how wonderful they are and won't pay me my due fee, proving me they are not that wonderful after all. All I wanted was to believe them and remember how wonderful they were!(see the 14th page of life story for details of that one)

Ambitions: One day, I want to buy myself an expensive car just to piss people off, that I will hand-paint all over... With zebra stripes to avoid the Tse Tse fly. Or with fishes. Or period dresses. Or chickens. Or whatever I will fancy to paint on it. I may even ask you to write your autograph on it. I love decorated cars!!! The brighter, the better! And 'expensive', because I love annoying people with "what should be" and status and conventions. Can you imagine a Ferrari with silly silver and green sardines drawn all over its Glorious red paint? It would be great! (Though I don't fancy that sort of car, you can't put anything in it - useless car)

Dreams:
My true dream, other than having a grand piano, is to make my mind a better place to be. Just like the Earth, I need to cherish myself and learn that all this sabotage and negative beliefs have only served me in learning a lesson. As a friend tells me, if a woman hurts herself, she is hurting Mother Earth too; for she is part of Earth. I suppose the opposite is true of men, with the Sun...

My other dream is to have had a positive impact on the Human Kind on this Earth. To have been able to make the world a better place, with more understanding from others within themselves, and helping them to see clearer as to who they are. Help them realise themselves into spiritual beings and in balance. Being more truthful to themselves and to others.
I hope I will be able to achieve those two dreams. It would be a life I would be truly happy with. But have I not achieved some of that already?